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l am a bad gal? a person tat make a guy trusts on me, l dun know……..

l am quite sad, cos…he decided to give up me, cos…he scares he will hurted by me, l juz feel sad, hurt tat…wat he dicided…

got quite a number of guy chase me recently…..

one, l really hope 2 choose him last time, but…after discovered him more and more, and feel tat l wan 2 choose him, bcome less and less…l really like him b4, but..he keep make me disappointed wif him, l gv him a lot of chances, but…he dint appreciate it, until..l dun know how 2 gv him chance again, and…make my heart die wif him, and l know…if l chosen him, l will be unhappy de…he will treat me not good as when he chased me…..actually..l dun care tat…he dun hv degree, l will face problem wif d acceptance of my parent and others…now, l juz tried 2 go away frm him, he tries 2 get bck d relationship…but…l thk, l will protect myself, wont b wif him….this is wat l decided, l dun know am l right or not…

second, is a guy tat chasing me quite sum time, in the middle, he had been give up, but..after tat, he find me again, he is far away frm me, l know…if l be wif him, l will lonely all d time, the time he can company is less, even l wan 2 sms him, l also cant find him, juz he can find me, cos…d place tat he worked, is no phone line de….when he wan 2 call me, he need 2 go 2 a place tat having line, juz can find me, mayb one month, juz can meet one time, and it is consider more..haiz…and l always need 2 take d bus 2 ipoh and find him…and this is d way tat l had been done normally b4, my second bf, l always take d bus 2 jb and find him, quite hard tat time, a far love….

last, this is a guy tat near frm me, same wif 1st one, d special thg is he is d guy tat my parent will accept de, no smoke, and got his own buz, but, l dun know him well, mayb..will treat me well de….and, l thk..l got feel wif him edi…haiz…but, he is d one juz now l said…he scares he will get hurt by me, try 2 get away frm me, when he told me this, l feel sad, my mood easily effected by him, how……..who can help me, am l need 2 try 2 dun thk too much….juz b fren?? l dun know, am l really such a gal tat cant fall in love wif me, l juz need a stable love, l can gv him 100% of love, care him, make him feel happiness all d time, but..if he keep make me dissapointed, l will try 2 close my heart, far away frm him, seem like 1st one, l decided 2 go away frm him, and these happening seem like very fast, easily to love a guy, and easily to move away my heart frm a guy tat l thk is bad 4 me, and l a gal tat a guy cant trust on me?? l am confused….and, am l need 2 make any explanation wif this guy??

who can gv me suggestion??

Thx